in a rush. .

It came over me in a rush..
When I realize that..
I love you so much.
That sometimes I cry but I can't tell you why..
Why I feel,what I feel inside..
How..I've tried.to express what's been troublin' my mind
but still..
I can't find the words but I know that somethings got a hold of me :")
baby someday..
ill find the way to say,just what you mean to me..
But if that day never comes along..
if you don't hear this song,I guess you'll never know..

5/12/09

holly jesus!!joshua generation is so damn ah mazing !

i dont know what to say, but i’m so proud to be you dautah jesus !! i’ll never to leave you cause youall i need ! i ♥ you i♥ you and i ♥ you JESUS

PRAISE-PRAY-WORSHIP

I'M A JOSHUA GENERATION - RAISING THE STATNDARD~

ooh photoshoot

ummm kmaren mum telvon sore sore katanya besok (hari ini) ada photoshoot buat artikel di majalah femina, yaudah ahirnya gue di suruh siap siapin beberapa baju
then
besoknya gue di suruh ga skolah sm mum karna photoshootnya pagi.HAHAHA
seneg banget gue ga skolah.hehe liciknya mum telvon skolah dan izin gue ga skolah cause ada sibling yg sakit.hahahaha
trus gue brangkat dr rumah jam 9 then sarapan then macet macetan then nyampe di kantor femina.ummm sampe sana,
me ganti baju trus di make up then gue duduk cause idk wat to do karna mesti nungguin photograph and pengarah gaya watevs lah.
same like me, my mum juga make up ing tp bedanya dia malah ngobrol ngobrol sama dona agnesia.
hahaha gue malah ga tau kalo mum kenal sm dona agnesia. then mreka ktawaktawa padahal ga ada yg lucu. trus darius dateng sm ank yg bule bule gt.awwwww lucu banget tau.haha
umm then photographnya dateng trus mum and me langsung photo umm kira kira ada 5 gaya,fyi,theme nya ttg sex and tenage hahaha gaya pertama senyam senyum gt like usual trs scene ke 2 gue di suruh cemberut then kiss my mum etc lah
okeey slesai photoshoot ada photograph majalah gadis nanya nanya gue then dia bilang next time me bisa photoshoot for gadis's hahaha
not too excited sih haha then me and mum pengen cepet2 di mobil cause mau apus make up yg kaya ondelondel tebelnya,so we walked faster lah,nah my mum sempet said byebye with dona agnesia and her hubby,so do i dong ya..nah waktu saying byebye gue kesandung sm lampu buat photoshoot gitu ! WHOOOOTTTT ! gue langsung kaya uhhh shit ! and gue cuma bs senyam senyum.
dona and her hubyy just said, eits,ati ati hehe
and my mum like, hahaha common anya..
ummmm gue cuma bisa bilang dalem hati, wat the HELL was that??! haha
then gue nyampe mobil ngapus make up, goin to lunch and back to home. lol
january,beli majalahnya ya ! haha apa deh gue. (liat guenya)hahaha


*sorry banyak then nya.HAHAHA

hear me out, world !

been listening to dear juliet alot lately :)
oh anyways, you know the one thing i hate the most in this whole wide beautiful world;copycat

now let me tell you a story of a desperate person who has no originality. so theres this person who always copies this particular someone and one day this person was struck by a lightning and died :)

THE END.
yours sincerely,

anya

xxo

ka anissa’s wedding party!kulll.hahaha.had a lot of fun fabs more!

your the person i always see everyday,
and watch you secretly til you fade away
i havent really known you for so long
but i know this thing im feeling cant be wrong
and it hasnt even been a year
but loosing you is my deepest fear
seeing your face always gets me a goosebump
unlike seeing those jerks that i have already dumped.
just be mine and ill keep you forever
you, me and the world to see that we’re together

love,

anyaa♥

physic test!!goshh..please sent me your holy angel to protect me 0.o..i cant doin my test well!i bet i'll have my worst score..and my mom will getting mad!i cant imagine that.lol
so far i never had a bad score for physic,but for tmrww... IDTS !!
so,my lovelyyyy jesus, please protect me, please bless me to do that test.
love you!♥

oh guy. .

i fall for a guy who,

smiles when he talks ♥
is able to drop my jaw when he says my name ♥
always gets caught staring at me secretly ♥
has a deep deep sight ♥
proven by the world as a nice guy ♥
could make me feel safe even at my worst ♥
doesnt care about my look at my bad hair days ♥
sings me NeverShoutNever songs! lol ♥

this one,is for daddy..

have you ever had a thought about the man who you look up to the one who never had a doubt cause he really believes in you..

im writing a little something for my dad who keeps me out from anything bad!who calms me down when i get mad and cheer me up when i am sad..

i’ve happily grown up with your values and im sheltered by your care the patience of your virtues,will always be with me in everywhere

i think about you like a rock or two the strong foundation of a solid and here’s a little something for you

from your forever thankful kid..~anyaa..

i love you dad♥

list things that i do and most people dont:

-i do talk to myself and that doesnt make me insane.

-read books under the blanket with lights off and lava lamp on inside the blanket as well.

-i somehow daydream while other people are talking to me.

-i tend to forget what i said or was about to say in the middle of a conversation.

-i have this little obsession of being in a picture with celebs.

-back when i was little, i wanted to be a farmer or a gasoline guy, i mean girl.

-i draw without realizing im actually drawing.

-i have a vegetarian mind but i still eat meat.

-im addicted to icecubes and sugar.

-i really hate it when i had to charge my phone, almost feels like wanting to kill someone.

-id rather die than having dust around my nose.

-i hate smokers, no matter who they are, friends or enemies, family or strangers or how angels at heart they are. theyre ruining my planet and my health by sucking on their piece of wasted

-money.

things i wanna do before i die:

-gettin marrige with DANIEL HUTABARAT

-make my parents proud until they get to cry with tears of joy

-bungee jumping!

-save someone’s life and mean it

-build a shelter for homeless dogs -go to italy and vatican

-blow Rp.1000.000 on candy & ice grim

-meet taylor lautner and zoey deschanel

-get to a backstage gig

-babysit a strager’s kid for a day

-drink one whole gallon of milk in 10 seconds

-have a dream of a talking animal

-see a penguin

-meet a president

-skinny dip [which ive already done]

-sky diving [which ive already done]

-make up a language [which ive already done]

-have kids named Jacob, Castilla, Irina, Scarloey, Dimitri, Jacklyn and Faith

-and a whole lot more to go!

boredome

im doing my technology project right now„ and i wanted to find out what a query is but then i let myself get distracted by this evil blogger thing. so yeah blah blah i HAVE TO GO!! (open my facebook..) NOT!!!!!!!!!!!! im going to finish my homework!! bye!! arrgggh!!~ EFF YOUU IM TRYING TO DO MY HOMEWORK!!

a part to remeber ♥

So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us worlds apart
And I miss you
Yeah, I miss you
So far away from where you are
Standing underneath the stars
And I wish you were here

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things I never thought that they’d mean everything to me
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

I feel the beating of your heart
I see the shadows of your face
Just know that wherever you are
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things
I never thought that they’d mean everything to me
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us worlds apart
And I miss you
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

my new blogger gonna good -,-